Published by admin on 27 Jun 2011
I don’t have a lot that I can talk about right now. Partly because once you start working in TV, you get really paranoid. It’s basically a law that you stop trusting people once you start having your name appear on the small screen. I would venture to guess it’s the same for people whose names appear on the big screen, but I haven’t had my name up there so I can only give anecdotal evidence to that fact. Trust no one is pretty much everyone’s motto here in LA. It’s a little sad, but whatever. I don’t trust you people, so what do I care?
Last week I had a pitch at real live network (the network that I think is responsible for creating the format…) for a reality show that I produced with Seth and a partner. It went pretty swimmingly, but now we wait and refine our pitch and hope that other networks will also want to see our little docu-soap.
I also had my 4th IUI. It was kind of bizarre to be sitting in the waiting room with the show I’m currently working on playing on the television. No joke, that happened.
Then I managed to pick a big fight with Seth about his son being in town soon. I guess my stress about the situation is a very sharing kind of stress in that I want everyone to know how stressed I am, and hope that they’ll be just as stressed as I am. It didn’t get unusually ugly, but it did involve tears. Me once again claiming I’m the outsider and I don’t want to be on the inside. Wah… Girl who cried wolf usual bullshit. For those of you who are in the process of falling in love with people who have children from a previous relationship, I feel for you. Especially if they are young. I am lucky in that they aren’t young, so they don’t have to live with us. THANK GOD.